Friday, March 13, 2009
13/11/08
grandma just passed away. ;(
regretted for nt visting her often.
80 yrs old de ah ma.
now left 92 yrs old de ah gong.
still rmb the times whre she sits by e chair n toks to us.
n alwaes without fail, encourage mi to study hard.
*miss grandma so much*
17/11/08
skipped whole dae lesson.
mum kip tellin mi to go for lesson.
cuz im not e direct child of grandma.
even though im grand-daughter nia,
n even though i rarely visit her,
n was not close wit her,
but i still couldnt forget those times with her.
ren "shen lao bing si" is a cycle.
however, humans couldnt stop their emotions frm flowin.
happiness, sadness, angryness..
all of us hab been goin through all tis.
a human with no emotion is realli scary.
cold blooded.
guess no one is cold blooded bahs.
im not an exceptional case as well.
i cried when i c the moment whre..
grandma sis's chanted.
she's arnd 70+ yrs old i guess.
she chanted in hokkian.
it somehow goes lyk tis,
"why r euu leaving b4 im?"
"still rmb e times whre we.."
she kip holdin onto e coffin n cried bitterly.
everyone was realli sad tis time.
n tried to pull her away.
upon e priest guidance,
we walked few rounds arnd e coffin.
all muttered to grandma to rest in peace n not to worry too much abt us.
n den we walked bare footed- wit white socks on e road.
prayed realli hard.
gotten into e bus after a few distance of walkin.
n drove us to the temple.
tis is e last time im seeing grandma's body.
*grandma, euu'll alwaes b alive in my heart!*
08/03/09
Grandpa jus passed away ;(
13/03/09
took off frm my itp attachment.
attend e last day funeral.
it was as usual raining n e ground was wet.
this happens when grandmum passed away as well.
e moment we see that he was brought to be cremate,
all of us were unknowingly crying.
we were told to sae, "ah gong dun stay here n rest in peace"
hais.
n i was told tt he will b revisiting home after 7 days,
until e god of death take him away.
whenever i visit their house,
i will unknowingly recall the moment whreby they're sitting by the sofa.
;(
*grandpa, euu'll alwaes b alive in my heart!*
*i will always rmb euu guys*
*i will stay strong*
JiaXia
10:36 PM
