Wednesday, November 19, 2008

last thurs, 13th nov.
grandma just passed away.
regretted for nt visting her often.
80 yrs old de ah ma.
now left 92 yrs old de ah gong.
hope he will stay strong n live till 100yrs old!

still rmb the times whre she sits by e chair n toks to us.
n alwaes without fail, encourage mi to study hard.
*miss grandma so much*

tis mondae, 17th nov.
skipped whole dae lesson.
mum kip tellin mi to go for lesson.
cuz im not e direct child of grandma.
even though im grand-daughter nia,
n even though i rarely visit her,
n was not close wit her,
but i still couldnt forget those times with her.

ren "shen lao bing si" is a cycle.
however, humans couldnt stop their emotions frm flowin.
happiness, sadness, angryness..
all of us hab been goin through all tis.
a human with no emotion is realli scary.
cold blooded.
guess no one is cold blooded bahs.

im not an exceptional case as well.
i cried when i c the moment whre..
grandma sis's chanted.
she's arnd 70+ yrs old i guess.
she chanted in hokkian.
it somehow goes lyk tis,
"why r euu leaving b4 im?"
"still rmb e times whre we.."
she kip holdin onto e coffin n cried bitterly.
everyone was realli sad tis time.
n tried to pull her away.

upon e priest guidance,
we walked few rounds arnd e coffin.
all muttered to grandma to rest in peace n not to worry too much abt us.
n den we walked bare footed- wit white socks on e road.
prayed realli hard.
gotten into e bus after a few distance of walkin.
n drove us to the temple.
tis is e last time im seeing grandma's body.
you dian she bu de!

*grandma, euu'll alwaes b alive in my heart!*

Us!Miie n Vanesa!Pokies GanG!
JiaXia

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